(LighterLife Management – Month 7)
These are the facts: 2 years ago around this time, I weighted almost 90 kilos. 1 year ago this time I weighted at around 80 kilos. This time, I have just reached (upwards) the 70 kilo mark.
Do not be fooled to think this is a result of mindful and patient weight loss!!!!! *LOL* I’m sorry, but at this stage of my life and everything I’ve already been through with my weight that thought is just too funny to even think :D OH NO. The yo-yo that is my weight has gotten smaller!!
Looking at it from this angle, I am actually rather delighted!! Yes in some ways it’s still nothing more than horrendous yo-yo’ing, the kind I have sworn SO MANY TIMES that has to end. But in other ways it is proof that things can and will move forward!!!! Life will carry!!!!!!!! In two full years’ time I have in fact come down a full 20 kilos.
Just so you don’t think I’m all smiles here, I have actually very recently put on about 5 kilos which I don’t want, and am having a hard time facing the facts. Those facts are that I did it by bingeing – albeit not as aggressively as I once might have – and that I have to do something about it myself.
But I am already envisioning 2009… Maybe at the end of the year I’ll be around the 65 kilo mark – I can happily see it’s a real possibility!!!!!!!!
Filed under: Mgmt Month 7 | Tagged: Future thoughts, Past life, Weight
